Dillon Cole || Scorpion Shard (
orderfromchaos) wrote2014-12-12 11:34 pm
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23. the creatures in tide pools
[Open spam in the chapel, since the kid flood, whenever.]
[When he isn't on shift at the infirmary, or trailing after Abigail like a concerned ginger puppy, Dillon is spending a lot of time in the chapel. Just - sitting, in the very front pew or the very back, wishing for saints and stained glass and stone, for something gaudy and familiar, the smell of sand and wood polish. But the chapel resists his homesickness, neat white plaster, well kept, effusively inoffensive. He tries kneeling, a couple times. But it doesn't feel right, and neither does prayer. So he sits, quiet, eyes forward on the Unitarian nondenominational emptiness, for an hour or two, watches the shadows from the little candles, tries to think about his mistakes, about his options, about nothing at all.]
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I want to see you. Anywhere you'd rather meet?
[Spam for Jerry, backdated to after Allison's post, early the next morning on the tenth.]
[He's just sitting in the hallway, across from Jerry's door. He's not impatient. He's not even angry, really, just calm and steady. He was sloppy, he was absorbed with his own messes. But he made a promise. Allison's rambling plea for understanding as revenge didn't change that. Jerry made his choice, and now he has to face the consequences.]
[Private to Arkin, backdated to after the above]
I've turned Jerry human. I promised him he would, if he hurt anyone else outside self-defense, before you were assigned to him.
[Filtered to Abigail, Scott, Chris, Bucky, Gene, Helena, and Iris, backdated to after the above]
I turned Jerry human, and now he's threatening to leave my friends' corpses at my door like the worst cat in the world.
[He doesn't sound scared. He doesn't even sound mad. He is irritated, and a little disgusted. It was one thing with Okoya and Carter - there were actual stakes there. This is just Jerry being petulant.]
All of you could probably take him in a fair fight, but he's sneaky and mean, so keep an eye out, and kick him in the balls for me if he tries anything.
[Gift List]
Abigail - a print of Starry Night. Some clever board games - like, the kind that are actually interesting and thoughtful? Wise and Otherwise, Ticket to Ride, things like that. I don't think she got to play much as a kid. And some kind of meditative geometry game she could use for like - calm without emptiness, when she needs that. And some pretty dresses.
Bucky - a pineapple upside-down cake, and like, kevlar insert panels that work with the jacket he already has.
Bush - another pineapple upside-down cake, and good boots. Better boots? Like, comfy and insulating, modern REI science stuff, but looking period on the outside. And with the one weighted to make balancing on the fake leg easier.
Cambridge - the collected poems of Gerard Manley Hopkins.
Chris - ridiculous Motherfucker merch. Like, a bobblehead. And T-shirts with golden-age style onomatopoeia impact balloons. A pez dispenser!
Gene - a St. George Medallion. Silver, and a strong chain.
Helena - one of those little personal fold-out cabinet altars, with an old style painting of a bible story she always liked in the panels.
Iris - a tinsel crown, the Al Green christmas album, and tickets to all past and future black-and-white Harry Hunsacker plays.
Scott - The True Story of the Three Little Pigs
Simon - myrrh incense
Snafu - altoids, warm socks with good wicking layers or whatever, and a couple collections of Far Side comics.
Steve - some really good lamps? With flexible necks so he can position lighting how he wants for drawing. Bright and not too harsh, full sun spectrum.
And give all the forties guys a bunch of girl scout cookies.
[When he isn't on shift at the infirmary, or trailing after Abigail like a concerned ginger puppy, Dillon is spending a lot of time in the chapel. Just - sitting, in the very front pew or the very back, wishing for saints and stained glass and stone, for something gaudy and familiar, the smell of sand and wood polish. But the chapel resists his homesickness, neat white plaster, well kept, effusively inoffensive. He tries kneeling, a couple times. But it doesn't feel right, and neither does prayer. So he sits, quiet, eyes forward on the Unitarian nondenominational emptiness, for an hour or two, watches the shadows from the little candles, tries to think about his mistakes, about his options, about nothing at all.]
[Private to Arthas]
I want to see you. Anywhere you'd rather meet?
[Spam for Jerry, backdated to after Allison's post, early the next morning on the tenth.]
[He's just sitting in the hallway, across from Jerry's door. He's not impatient. He's not even angry, really, just calm and steady. He was sloppy, he was absorbed with his own messes. But he made a promise. Allison's rambling plea for understanding as revenge didn't change that. Jerry made his choice, and now he has to face the consequences.]
[Private to Arkin, backdated to after the above]
I've turned Jerry human. I promised him he would, if he hurt anyone else outside self-defense, before you were assigned to him.
[Filtered to Abigail, Scott, Chris, Bucky, Gene, Helena, and Iris, backdated to after the above]
I turned Jerry human, and now he's threatening to leave my friends' corpses at my door like the worst cat in the world.
[He doesn't sound scared. He doesn't even sound mad. He is irritated, and a little disgusted. It was one thing with Okoya and Carter - there were actual stakes there. This is just Jerry being petulant.]
All of you could probably take him in a fair fight, but he's sneaky and mean, so keep an eye out, and kick him in the balls for me if he tries anything.
[Gift List]
Abigail - a print of Starry Night. Some clever board games - like, the kind that are actually interesting and thoughtful? Wise and Otherwise, Ticket to Ride, things like that. I don't think she got to play much as a kid. And some kind of meditative geometry game she could use for like - calm without emptiness, when she needs that. And some pretty dresses.
Bucky - a pineapple upside-down cake, and like, kevlar insert panels that work with the jacket he already has.
Bush - another pineapple upside-down cake, and good boots. Better boots? Like, comfy and insulating, modern REI science stuff, but looking period on the outside. And with the one weighted to make balancing on the fake leg easier.
Cambridge - the collected poems of Gerard Manley Hopkins.
Chris - ridiculous Motherfucker merch. Like, a bobblehead. And T-shirts with golden-age style onomatopoeia impact balloons. A pez dispenser!
Gene - a St. George Medallion. Silver, and a strong chain.
Helena - one of those little personal fold-out cabinet altars, with an old style painting of a bible story she always liked in the panels.
Iris - a tinsel crown, the Al Green christmas album, and tickets to all past and future black-and-white Harry Hunsacker plays.
Scott - The True Story of the Three Little Pigs
Simon - myrrh incense
Snafu - altoids, warm socks with good wicking layers or whatever, and a couple collections of Far Side comics.
Steve - some really good lamps? With flexible necks so he can position lighting how he wants for drawing. Bright and not too harsh, full sun spectrum.
And give all the forties guys a bunch of girl scout cookies.
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So it's really only a matter of time before he runs into Dillon. He pauses awkwardly when he enters the chapel and realizes someone else is here, but then the pause turns into one of either curiosity or vague concern, or maybe both, so he lingers instead of just turning around and leaving.]
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As a born and bred Catholic, it's a little disappointing: the blank secularism of it, the lack of the cross or the iconography he's so used to. He takes a pew in the front and kneels anyway, bloodless hands folded, praying in a quiet murmur: First Corinthians.]
For I am least of the apostles, that am not meet to be called an apostle, because I persecuted the church of God. But by the grace of God I am what I am: and his grace which was bestowed upon me was not in vain; but I labored more abundantly than they all: yet not I, but the grace of God which was with me.
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[spam] if simon tweeted this would be #sorrynotsorry
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Kinda figured something like this would happen. I warned him too. That he was gonna piss off the wrong person sooner or later.
Thanks for the heads up. I'll take care of him.
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Private - welp you kinda pushed his buttons good job
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[But he doesn't have to announce himself, either. Just intrudes on his solitude, with God or without God, sits in the second pew from the front, at an angle so that Dillon can see him in his periphery. It feels a little sacrilegious to the part of him that still believes in a Christian god, but he does his best to ignore that part.]
[This is about remembering injuries. Making sure they're remembered by the one who caused them. Nobody's slate is wiped clean here - not his, not some god's in the body of a boy.]
[He is afraid. But only a little that he'll admit to himself.]
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he's also 90% kidding]
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I guess I should say thanks, in the meantime.
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late forever
No way.
Serves the asshole right.
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Jerry, as much as it sickens him to make the allusion, is like Scott: vampires are made, not born. Someone taking that away from Derek would be - monstrous. It would be taking away an intrinsic part of him. But that' snot how Jerry is.
He wishes, not for the first time, that he got to meet the other Jerry, the human one from the other Barge. Maybe then he could find his faith in this more easily. Eventually, he gets there - if still a little hesitant.]
Is it permanent?
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