[Quiet, considering. He won't remember anything he decides when he goes back to Tessic, if he goes back again before he's done here. Or maybe he should go back on purpose, just to take the knowledge of the bartge with him - but he can't, not when he might not be able to come back. He's made a promise to Elsa, and he has to try. The vectors, though - his visions of them came true, at home, but now he's involved again. Now he's obscuring and disturbing the pattern.]
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[Quiet, considering. He won't remember anything he decides when he goes back to Tessic, if he goes back again before he's done here. Or maybe he should go back on purpose, just to take the knowledge of the bartge with him - but he can't, not when he might not be able to come back. He's made a promise to Elsa, and he has to try. The vectors, though - his visions of them came true, at home, but now he's involved again. Now he's obscuring and disturbing the pattern.]
I hadn't thought about it like that.