[He blinks, because seriously, why didn't he? It's not like anybody doesn't know Hannibal's not a threat. Except that he's not, not normally, not really, not even then. Not to Dillon. If he had eat him, it would have probably screwed up Hannibal more than him. But he hadn't wanted to give him the satisfaction of having done it, like a man trying to keep raccoons out of his garbage even though he through it away, because he doesn't want to deal with the mess, because he doesn't want pests to make themselves at home on his property.]
It was still - disproportionate. I didn't want to sound like I was making excuses, I guess.
[Also, he values his own life and pain barely at all, would have valued it even less had he not promised Else he'd be okay.]
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[He blinks, because seriously, why didn't he? It's not like anybody doesn't know Hannibal's not a threat. Except that he's not, not normally, not really, not even then. Not to Dillon. If he had eat him, it would have probably screwed up Hannibal more than him. But he hadn't wanted to give him the satisfaction of having done it, like a man trying to keep raccoons out of his garbage even though he through it away, because he doesn't want to deal with the mess, because he doesn't want pests to make themselves at home on his property.]
It was still - disproportionate. I didn't want to sound like I was making excuses, I guess.
[Also, he values his own life and pain barely at all, would have valued it even less had he not promised Else he'd be okay.]